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Omake - Interview
Fuan
[2007]
Doll Mould: CP White Skin El
Face up: Nezumi
Eyes: 20mm Luts Black glass/hand blown glass
Hair: modified Leeke layered black with extension added
Age: was over 400 at time of Death. [Human body is 21 as of 2006]
Basic personality:
If you were to describe yourself with one word, what would it be?
Beautiful
What is most important to you in the world?
Living. Oh, and jewelry dear, that is simply a must.
Would you help someone who needed it while passing?
I.. am unsure if I could considering my current state…
Are you very observant?
Oh yes.. for the most part.
How innocent/naive can you be?
[quiet laugh] I have seen too much life to be either innocent or naïve Dear.
Can you entertain yourself easily?
I do not like to be alone [eyes fall and voice goes low] I had too many years of that….
How well do you get along with others?
Since I have become human, I find myself getting along very easily with most since the chains of duty have been removed…
What was the longest time you had a friend?
Oh my… well, I do consider my Jenova to be both my friend and companion.. as frustrating as his form of friendship can be at times.. and well, before all that… ah.. the death, I was fortunate to spend the last few hundred of my years by his side. Since I have become human, well.. this is another matter. I have known my Tien Jen for nearly a year [smiles warmly] though it feels as if I have always known him really. And then there is Megumi Dear, whom I’ve known since I became what I am.. and Aki Dear.. [looks thoughtful] though it is only recently that we have begun talking. He is such a nice young man.. it makes me wonder why I did not allow him any chances before this …
Do you have someone who knows you inside out?
[cheeks redden] …both my Jenova and my Tien Jen know me very intimately…
How short is your temper?
I.. have been told my temper can be short. Though I try to be patient, I am not always successful, especially where Jenova is concerned.. [brows furrow] that man is so very frustrating at times though, it’s not really my fault…
Can you let go of grudges easily?
At one point in my life, I would never have let something go. I .. do not have much time anymore so I try not to hold things within.…
Interests
Do you read?
Oh yes, there are so many interesting books on human culture and their histories. I find them all rather fascinating .. so very different than what I am used to…
Do you watch TV?
[laughs] I find this to be wasteful when nature provides such beautiful scenery
Do you collect anything?
Oh many things. I was not allowed these luxuries before. I love jewelry and have many kinds, my Jenova brings me such pretty stones, rubies are just beautiful, the deep red matches my Beloved’s eyes and I adore them so much. I am also very partial to butterflies.. I was so delighted to learn that my Tien Jen favors these as well…
How long do you stay interested in something?
Until the end of time Dear.
If you collected, would it be for interest or profit?
Profit? This is a term I am unfamiliar with Dear [scratches head] I do think Aki tried to explain it to me on one occasion but quite honestly, the concept of money confuses me. I only need to ask my Jenova for what I need and he provides. So interest definitely. There is no point to collect something unless it interests you [smiles]
History
Do you know your parents/creator?
We were told of our creator since the day we opened our eyes, but after a few hundred years I … began to question. I could not help it, I found it hard to believe in something I have never seen….
What is your birthday?
Oh.. well, I was created so long ago and not here on Earth, conventional calendars would not apply one would think because we did not measure the passing of time quite the same way. But the day that I became human was January 22nd so I’ve been told. It was hard to remember.. that event was… rather hazy [looks down]
Do you have any siblings?
Oh yes, I may not look like him anymore, but I have a twin brother.
Ever have to fight for what you believe in?
Many times over.
When did you move out on your own?
I guess it would be the day they kil.. the day I died. I was not free before, I am now.
When did you REALLY mature?
[devious grin] I am not sure if I have…
Did you have many friends?
We were not allowed friendship and because of our natures, we did not seek it.
Any action you regret?
[sighs] many.. far too many…
.What is a memory you treasure?
I have so many it is hard to choose dear. The first day that Jenova and I ah.. [clears throat] yes.. fighting by his side, simple touches. The day I met my Tien Jen.. the first day I felt his fingers tracing the contours of my face and he told me I was beautiful, every moment I spend in his arms, being able to feel the soft kiss of a warm summer breeze, waking up each morning in this new life… there are.. just far too many to single out. I treasure them all…
Relationships - while single (Or while you were.)
Do you have a dream partner?
I do, have two and I am with those two.
Do you believe you seek someone like your parents(or creator)?
Oh dear, I am unsure if I even have a creator anymore and if perhaps I do.. I do not know if either my Jenova or Tien Jen resemble him.. they do not even resemble each other [soft laugh]
Do you have one night stands?
Oh heavens no.. I have no need.
What feature is most attention grabbing for you?
Their eyes. Jenova’s eyes are deep red pools. The fire in those eyes consume me and I could stare into them forever. With my Tien Jen [soft smile] his eyes are endless calming pools, like the oceans or a clear blue sky [sighs] I would drown in his eyes honestly…
What MUST someone have for you to consider them?
Oh my.. they cannot in any way shape or form have those… [lip curls] dirty pillows [stops.. then shudders and shakes his head] it just isn’t right to be lacking.. such well [coughs politely] those parts we have.. not natural at all and a little frightening to tell you the truth.
Older, younger, same age as you?
Jenova is much older than me and even though my human body is 21 years of age, in truth I was just over 400 before I died so my Tien Jen is much younger than me.. speaking technically that is, so I have it both ways really.
How do you feel about settling down?
[smiles] this would be nice though with someone such as Jenova, I do not see this happening. Perhaps with Tien Jen.. he is.. more stable in so many ways [quite laugh]
How many dates before you go to bed with someone?
[looks thoughtful] oh ….well.. with Jenova.. it was.. well times were different and we did not have such things.. and I mean it isn’t as if I hadn’t had him in my charge for a short while before we.. [flushes] it just happened and.. I couldn’t help myself.. [his brows furrow] you can’t really help yourself where he is concerned [flushes more before stopping and clearing his throat] well.. anyway, with my Tien Jen we courted for many months.. and that’s all I will tell you as far as that is concerned [flashes a sly grin]
How do you handle rejection?
I have not been rejected. The two that I love, love me in return.
How many times did you stop something before it developed?
oh.. a few times since I have seen life in this body..
Relationships - Once taken, or what you want if taken.
Have you settled down and if so for how long?
I will spend the rest of my life with my Tien Jen and my Jenova if it is possible.
Any Children?
oh no Dear, even if I wanted to and could in this body, what I would be required to do in order to attain them is just [disgusted look crosses his face. He shudders] oh no, no no no.
Any Grandchildren?
[shakes head] no, just no. no.
What do you love most about your partner?
Oh, with Jenova it’s his fierceness that draws me.. and even though he’s a stubborn frustrating ass at times, I adore everything about him. from those clear crimson eyes of his, those long white strands that no other demon possess to those sharp glass looking claws and that smug smile that he always gives me. .. yes there are times I wish to knock him flat on his ass for being so… well, him, I would never change any of what he is. My Tien Jen.. well I would say I adore his wit, the soft voice of his, when he speaks it makes me melt.. and those eyes [sighs] I want to lock him away and never share him with anyone else, and even though he can’t truly see from those eyes, I never want them to see anyone my me. And he’s so soft and gentle.. his body is so perfectly structured and when he’s in my arms… [trails and flushes] oh.. I should stop….
Any petnames?
yes [narrows eyes] .. my Tien Jen gave me two of these.. horrible little beasts.. it was all because Ilu` sent Jenova this.. thing and [scowls and grits teeth] he taught the nasty little thing to eat my jewelry! Oh I know he did even though he denies it [annoyed sigh as he continues without fully understanding the question] I don’t know how that thing even manages to get into my room, it sheds all over my beautiful velvet clothing. Anyway, like I was saying, my Tien Jen brought me two to counter it.. he had hoped their natural instinct for territory would scare my Beloved’s pet away and it did.. but then they started eating my shoes! I loathe those creatures so very much but I simply cannot seem to get rid of them. …. [sighs and shakes head] I call them Thing one and Thing two.
How many relationships have you been in?
Two, it is all I need and want.
Have you ended any?
No, I love them dearly, why would I end this?
Has your heart been broken?
[looks sad] yes.. but not for the reasons you would presume.
Any loves you cannot have?
No. I love two and these two love me.
Do you believe in true love?
Oh of course. What is love if not true?
Mortality
Have you ever died?
…. Yes, sadly.
Can you even die?
… yes.
Have you seen someone die?
[looks away] yes.
Have you killed someone?
[nods slowly] many have died by my hand
Have you had someone killed?
We were the ones given this duty… so no.
Life
What makes you truly happy?
Being able to live free and having the ones I love close.
If you could, what is one thing you would spend your life doing?
I am now spending my life doing what I wish.
Do you have a job, if so what is it?
I have no need of such a thing
Have you ever gone insane?
… [eyes cast down]… when you spend that many years trapped and utterly alone.. one cannot help going some measure of insane.. sadly.
Did you ever feel as if you were the only sane one in the world?
[laughs] I am sure there are one much saner than myself.
If you had a choice, would you live a calm eternal life, or live a wild short life?
I have lived a long wild life and am being given the chance to live a short calm one now…. I prefer calm I must say…